_{4/100: Gods Of The East}

(008/100picspams) dbsk & blue.

The memories of you remain, they’re so strong; I read a short message from you and it makes my chest tighten painfully, but I want to keep protecting your eternal happiness. I’ll become the wind and wrap gently around you; right now, I want to fly to a world with you in it.. even though I want to see you so much.. and I miss you.. I’m waiting for you, so don’t forget me. (WASURENAIDE/忘れないで) ★ 

And when you’re needing your space

To do some navigating

I’ll be here patiently waiting

To see what you find

even if i’m only one in a million to you, watching you from afar is enough, because honestly, you have no idea what you have done and what you continuously do to me. and i’m kind of sad that you never will know. 

but i just want to tell you thank you because that’s all i know how to express in the way you’ve taught me, so from here on out, i will continue to watch you, and hopefully in the future, you will see me, not as a fan, but as another human being.

au meme: TVXQ (Yunho-centric) · 
He dreamt of paradise. It’s a pretty place to be because he forges everything: the land, the weather, the people, his friends. It’s perfect. His world is perfect. 

Time has become a foreign thing (when was the beginning? it’s been years perhaps) but it’s okay because he believes in the concept of forever. It’s only when he feels his dream collapsing that he remembers what being naive is. He grasps four of his friends’ hands and pulls them, begging in shaky breaths for them to come with him. “You can’t,” they say. “Did you forget? We only exist in your head now.” Yunho wishes they wouldn’t smile like that, the smiles that whisper goodbye.

He wakes up in a room of white washed walls and heart monitor beeps. It smells like death and Yunho thinks he might as well be.