even if i’m only one in a million to you, watching you from afar is enough, because honestly, you have no idea what you have done and what you continuously do to me. and i’m kind of sad that you never will know. 

but i just want to tell you thank you because that’s all i know how to express in the way you’ve taught me, so from here on out, i will continue to watch you, and hopefully in the future, you will see me, not as a fan, but as another human being.